k so heres the deal, and nothing personal i PROMISE, I cant' hang out with anyone until may 31st unless you are on an extreme diet or you are my relative.(even then it's iffy) lol ( Read more... )

I'm glad I finally talked about it, it still hurts my feelings though, but you have no idea. It's probably just my ego, but hey I deserve it anyway.

OH just realized, mols this isnt about you, you dont hurt my feelings etc etc lol

ugh ugh ugh im starting to get that wasting my life feeling again. I know everyone gets it, and I know you can't be having fun or making a worldly difference, or whatever meaningful thing that would constitute an eventful life, constantly or without a lot of hardwork, but it still doesnt stop me from wondering if i would feel my life was better ( Read more... )

when anyone or  anything dies its hard not to get that sinking feeling. I hate death I can't handle it. Anyone's death, people I don't even know, celebrities, friends of friends, hearing about people's family, a teacher, my cat, it doesn't matter, I'm not good with it. They say people get angry at or are afraid of what they don't understand and ( Read more... )

i love my mommy ( Read more... )

goodbye venice, except this time it's like for real. this time no more home every weekend shit. And this time it's okay.  and this time I kind of understand where those 'get the hell out of here' people were coming from.

well bye!

i'd like to clarify some things ( Read more... )

tattoo tomorrow

though seeing as I weigh ten-fifteen pounds more than usual I'm not as stoked as I would like to be, but it's now or never

woah. so. many things ( Read more... )

I'm really glad I didn't drink last night ( Read more... )