just don't pretend to care if you don't ( Read more... )

I guess because of everything we've been through I can't treat it the way Ive treated other situations with other people(hate you and be a shit talking mega bitch), even though I guess because of everything we've been through It's way worse than other situations ( Read more... )

Honestly, I swear to God I'm not that hard to please,
but I figured out that I just can't expect anything from anyone anymore,
so I won't.
This way I won't be disappointed.
And don't take offense to this, non of us are trustworthy and we all put ourselves before everyone else, I guess that's just the way it is.

And on the boyfriend front, I know it's ( Read more... )

everyone's got a fucking story

oh my god, after these god awful finals, i am ( Read more... )

Waiting for the fish to bite or waiting for wind to fly a kite.  Or waiting around for Friday night or waiting perhaps for their Uncle Jake or a pot to boil or a better break or a string of pearls or a pair of pants or a wig with curls or another chance.  Everyone is just waiting.

Don't be fooled by the calendar.  There are only as many days in ( Read more... )

I'm stressed as fuck

but

I'm the luckiest girl in the world=)

I can't wait to seeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuu =D

I cant believe how bad everything is right now, it's basically the worst.
and before my birthday weekend
fuck everything thanks a fucking lot I'll probably be stressing out and passing out the days leading to my birthday and on it

id like to say fucking thank you fucking impossible expectations Martin, and fucking spring an oral research presentation ( Read more... )

killllllll meeeeeeeeee

im cold and confused
and  bitching once again
which is funny because i must look like a sad depressed complainer based off my lj
but it is a journal so i tend to complain to it
I'm actually happy more often then I let on
but right now
Im cold and confused
and thinking too hard
like always

blaaahhhh
too ooo oo much and not enough