This is outdated. Egregiously so. Right now I am in the penultimate semester of an undergraduate degree for which I'm not even sure I want to hang my diploma on the wall afterwards. At the very moment, I've been feeling stressed and unimpressive, unachieved and potentially incapable of achieving that much. It's lame, but the weather is getting ( Read more... )

ohhhh school is starting and I'm excited to be reading and such but not for much else. I guess getting up every day and looking fine and people seeing me and talking will be nice, I miss Beverly and I will be seeing her for 2 HOURS STRAIGHT on MWF....so that's cool. really anxious about other things, which I vacillate wildly on based on the time of ( Read more... )

to post again ( Read more... )

Le sigh...just getting by

There's a girl who is literally driving me crazy. She makes me anxious, excited, happy, lustful, trepidated, giggly, hopelessly smiley, utterly overwhelmed. I...who knows. It's pretty beautiful, but I'm having a hard time handling all this emotion all at once
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
It's really, really, really, really, really, really good

drunkish, happy, it's been a good day since I woke up
uplifted

I am a shambles today.

I feel lighthearted.

it is another day (on the savannah? thanks matt). I have been thinking about Nietzsche and culture and gender and politics and literature and religion and identity all day. I went so far as to write down a quote from Nietzsche that floated into my head - "the soul is the prison of the body" (needs context, initial impression suggests something ( Read more... )

warm oatmeal and kittens running rampant
the break is half over and I haven't done a thing
gonna be late for work

I feel good.