tired of this fucking pointless "journal"
no one comments.

no one talks.

no point.
fuck this.

i really am just a
screwed up
little girl.

all work and no play makes megan a dull girl

its true

when i grow up i never want to sleep

sleepytime makes me happy
they are beautiful

fuck, i messed up big time

god, i'm such a loser

i heart faun fables

give me something to do
please?
i'm bored

i leave tomorrow for idaho
visiting dylan's family
i guess i'm excited
er, i guess....megan=nervous

things are so weird right now
i feel like something bad is going to happen
i feel like i'm trying to keep my shit together
and i'm just going to break apart any time
god
i have no idea
where this is going

fuck
have a merry christmas people <3

it doesnt really feel any different to be 19

19 is the most pointless birthday of all time

it's been a great day though!

i suppose i should be happy to see my parents today
but i'm not

and i suppose i should be excited that my birthday is on saturday
but i'm not

gosh, i'm in such an unneccessary icky mood

i hope yr guy's day goes better than mine already is
Love Megan