Things are still all messed up pretty much everywhere but thats ok I'm still surviving. At least somewhat. I've been getting worse for a while now and apparently effexor has been proven to have some ingrediant in it that can make people feel worse about themselves so yeah I'm making a doctors appointment very soon to switch my meds cause the longer ( Read more... )

Things have been so wierd lately, its like a rolarcoster ride. Expecially when its to Jason. I would be so much easier if I could just hate him but yet I can't. I want to, sometimes I really should but I can't. I care about him to much. Why is that. BLAH boys suck. why exactly do I have to like boys, well the straight ones anyway. Thats why I ( Read more... )