you spent half of your life,
trying to fall behind
using your headphones
to drown out your mind.

these words resonate so deep inside of me it feels so good it hurts. like when you get a massage on really sore muscles. maybe that's what music does to our heart's muscles?

"just a shadow" is on the radio. all i can think about is the departed. i finally saw it last weekend & now i can finally see why everyone loves it so much. leonardo dicaprio rocks in it. so does matt damon, even with his douchebag character ( Read more... )

the following is written on the desk i'm currently...pretending to be studying at;

“Look - I was embaressed by who I was. I always longed to be someone else. Don’t beat yourself up over who you aren’t and what you can’t do. You may not realize what other people see in you. And what you should see in yourself.” 12/2004