im so stressed out with school ( Read more... )

seriously...both my thumbs are bleeding, my lip is bleeding, my forehead,i spit in the shower and it was blood. like wtf?? wtf is happeneing. its really scary ( Read more... )

my goal is 2,000.
my over the top goal is 4,000.

i feel like all i do is care and care and care and i shouldnt ( Read more... )

im starting to finally see just how bad my relationship can be. its kinda scary....knowing so many people that have such problems with thier boyfreind or girlfriend. and i try to help them...but its hard. hard because i dont know what its like to have john cheat on me. i dont know what its like for john to lie to me about where he is all night. and ( Read more... )

ive decided that im using livejournal again. i dont know how long it will last for, esp because no one uses or reads livejournals or even has one anymore. but im trying it out.

so heres an update:

i hate college. and im only going to a community college-3 more years of this shit. i have no interest in the classes that im taking. i hate them all ( Read more... )

GWAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

best friday the 13th EVER.

oh boy oh boy this morning was a wreck. first zach caleld at 2am screaming how he wants to kill himself. blah blah blah. hes a little too serious for taste. he feels everything is messed up and thats how ot do things. well its not. and i dont wantmore and more people that i know and used tob e extremly close to, to go off adn die because they feel ( Read more... )

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we got an 80 on our baby project ( Read more... )