so tonight after work i decided to see if john wanted me to make dinner ( Read more... )

this weekend i stood up to my parents ( Read more... )

8 months with a job.
and i finally get to have my own aartment with my loving boyfriend.
thats putting my at january.

so.
untill then i will work work work.
save save save.
and begin to pay for my own things
and come january...
i want to be living with my boyfriend.
things are looking up.

i have new goals ( Read more... )

ive never slapped someone untill today.
as much as it was deserved.
i felt horrible after doing it.
ugh.

apples and oranges everyone.

just kidding about the job.
i was fired before i even started.

i feel crushed.

and now i feel like i am pretending to be someone im not even more than before.

i wish for a lot of things, but i know only a few will come true.

and its sad.

i start my job tomorrow.

i am so sad today. and i feel like i should be so happy ( Read more... )

:)

tonight should be fun.
ill post how it went.

im missing john already.
but im going to try and keep myself busy so i dont start crying lol.
<3

EDIT...
YEs it was a lot of fun.
i was right.