Take a step back and look at your life, look at yourself for what and who you truely are. I have and I think I can tell you that I am SO much closer to being the very person I want to be. Don't get me wrong, I have hardly anything accomplished in my life. I'm out of high school, not in college, no job, no car but a license, a rocky potentially ( Read more... )

Okay, so last night I had yet another fucked up weird dream. This is how it goes. I woke up in my dream paniking because while I was unconscious I gave birth, and then I was bleeding down there, and was freaking out because it was my second kid I just had, and I could not remember my first kid's birthday but I remembered that this one was born on ( Read more... )

I'm ready to get the fuck away from here. I might have a place to go, somethin to do there. I need a little bit of a fresh start. I do have shit to take care of here but that won't take longer than a month. I wish things were different. I wish I had set myself up for good things when I was younger. I wish I made better decisions. No wait. I don't ( Read more... )

WHY???? WHY ME? WHAT THE FUUUUUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE ALL OF THIS SHIT?? I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS IT HURTS SO FUCKING BAD ( Read more... )

So here is the deal. I'm single as of a few days or so ago and it's definately a good thing ( Read more... )

I wish I could type freely about what's been going on but I can't. So here is what I CAN tell you. I'm not going to see my boyfriend for a good while. He's, let's say, taking time out. I'm not sure what's going to happen yet I won't find out for about 1/2 a month.

I'm doing pretty good myself. Feeling a little lonely but I'll live...

It's just going to be me, and nobody else who gets me through the things I'm going to have to get through. There are some majorly tough times ahead I can already tell. But I know in my heart that I can do anything I set my mind to, I know if I can make it through all of this I'm going to be a stronger person for it. For the first time in my life I' ( Read more... )

IM SO SICK OF DRAMA, BULLSHIT AND DUMB FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!

GROW THE FUCK UP, GROW A BRAIN AND START USING THE GOD DAMN FUCKING THING!!!

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?

So last night everything that's happening finally hit me. Everything is not to be taken lightly. I need to be serious. I need to be strong. I have been so far but for everything that is ahead of me I need to be THAT much stronger. I have to deal with working a lot, going to school 20 hrs a week and studying my ASS off to be a medical assistant, ( Read more... )

I had a really fun night last night. I went and watched some friends play baseball, and there was a random lil black boy there watchin them so I talked to him and raced him....I barely beat a 6 yr old lol ( Read more... )