so basically right now i feel like total shit. i'm not sure why but i have absolutely no energy what so ever, i didn't go to any of my classes today, i slept, that's all i've done so far. i woke up at 7am, just like any other normal day, got my shower, came back and got dressed, saw that i had like 15mins left to chill before i had to leave, so i ( Read more... )

so college has finally begun, even though i've been here for an entire week already. i think the meds that i have are finally starting to work again, either that or i am just having a better time because i am away from everything that i used to have and have all these new people around me and whatnot. classes started today for the first time and ( Read more... )

i keep coming back here every time that i say i'm done i just break down and come back i guess right now i just don't really have anybody to talk to so i write a lot more than what i used to. so i'm home from camp now, and it pretty much sucks becuase i really liked it at camp there was no family to deal with and right now my family isn't that bad ( Read more... )

so i know i said that i was never going to post in here again and that i was done for good, but as usual i have changed my mind. i've had some pretty shitty days here in the past few weeks, and i'm not really sure why but the meds that my doctor gave to me are not working and it makes me really really mad. mainly because i should be happy and i'm ( Read more... )

so it has been an awfuly long time since i have last posted here, but i guess life has been going very well lately and so i feel no real need to vent anything, which is basically all i used to do in here. so now that i'm done with that part of my life, i feel that it is finally time for me to move on and get along with the best things that life ( Read more... )

so i guess i should probably change my user name since it's been like 4 months probably longer since i last cut...but anywyas...i finally got my new computer and actually hooked it up so that it's usable now...and i guess i will give a short and simple update on my life...graduating wasn't a great big deal actually...i didn't really cry or feel sad ( Read more... )

so tonight i'm going to get my eyebrow pierced with jeff. i'm so fucking excited. i don't really have anything else to say right now, cuz i'm trying to talk to somebody on the phone and think about what to write at the same time and it's not working very well, so i just htought i'd let you all know about this becuase i'm excited. so i'm goign to ( Read more... )

so i was sick for the past week at least, i had a research paper due on wednesday that i couldn't hand in becuase i was in the hospital with gullbladder problems so that was fun, my fucking arm looks like i shoot up or something because the lady pulled the tape from taking blood too tight and it made my vein swell up more than normal. haha...it ( Read more... )

so it's been quite awhile since i've last updated, i guess things have been going pretty well lately, been doing a lot of stuff...got accepted to Mansfield University!!!! YAY!! I'm pretty excited about that. SO I haven't been on for a long time because I went on vacation. My family and I went to Disney World, so I was in Florida for a good week and ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what to write right now, words can't really begin to explain what i feel. at work last night, i found out some scary yet gratifying news. this kid that i work with really likes me. and he's a great friend, but i don't think i like him the way he likes me, cuz i like this other kid at work. so my life is messed up right now. jenn ( Read more... )