I'm retiring this journal.

My friends page is a god damned tweet fest repost. If I wanted to read twitter...I'd read twitter.

Yeah, so every year near the start of summer I get wicked sick. So this year is no exception. I woke up (yesterday? Two days ago? I don't really know) with a lump in my throat. And then I devolved into a pile of goo. I randomly pass out for hours at a clip, so time passage means very little to me. I wake up, check online, watch TV, and pass back ( Read more... )

Normal:
T(1)

Hypothetical:
T(X)
X = (+1 / -1) if ?

What I think happened this time:
T(X)
X = (+Y / -Y) if ?
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I just jumped in from Toledo, and boy is my quantum state tired.

Okay, so admittedly, shit seems different.

I don't feel like I did in CT. Which is nice. Back into my normal life, which is also nice. And looking back at what I thought / felt in CT, and wondering what the fuck is wrong with me.

Revertigo, indeed.

It's only to know who we are, that will cure any malnourishment of the self. Understanding of the circumstances and events that create the often lauded "beautiful snowflakes" ideology, can be a cathartic if not completely and frequently extremely embarrassing event. But it is these moments of self that allow our own egotistical, often shame ( Read more... )

Got around to seeing "He's just not that into you".

Unfortunately without a date.

Or fortunately.

I don't really know.

Good movie.

So it's been said...

no.

I always found it interesting that...

no.

I'm actually kind of...

no.

How's-
I guess I'm-
Is it really-
I just wish-

Hmm.

I feel I should say something.

Mellow Mix ( Read more... )

I have officially spent the entire day in my PJs. For once. I am truly comfortable. Bills paid, job situation easily resolved, and a wonderful vacation to look forward too. Oh, and it turns out I have substantially larger than average girth.

I can actually relax.

First time in a long time.

Step 1: Lose job
Step 2: Apply for jobs knowing damned well your qualified, and it'll take a month to get back to you.
Step 3: Get paranoid 3 weeks in.
Step 4: Arrange a trip to enjoy the time you have off anyway
Step 5: Get three job offers hours after finalizing trip

/me sighs