So, Annliese and I are friends again, after two years of not talking i think that we have said fuck being mad at each other and just become friends again. I don't know how to tell her how sorry i am about her brother, but i think that me just letting her know that i care says more than any words could ever say. I'm just so caught up in school and ( Read more... )

Next friday is the Anger Management tour! Yay!

When i was in flordia i let my brother borrow my car and now there is a huge crack in the windsheild. I'm getting it fixed tomorrow, with some new tires. I really need a job! I'm fucking going crazy, i got nothing to do while joe is at work. We're trying to get our own place right now, so money is really tight. I wish i could win the fuckin lotto ( Read more... )

I just got home from flordia. It sucked, rained every day, fighting with parents, the normal. Well shit I'm very excited to be home. I talked to Doobie while in flordia. That made me happy to know that he still cares. I never relized how mucg just a little hello could brighten up my day. Thank you Doobie! Well shit like i said it feels great to be ( Read more... )

You know life is a fucked up stupid repetitive circle! You think your happy then someone walks all over you, stabs you in the back and laughs then spits in your face. I hate life. All i can see about myself is evil and i cant stand it any more. All i want to do is end my life right now. No one would miss me. Shit half the people i know would ( Read more... )

Life, is the usual, I'm in school again this year, hoping to raise my horrible GPA. I've really been searching for something the past couple months and i think I'm starting to understand exactly what it is, i think I'm screaming for help... Depression is something that many people suffer from and I sure that I'm starting to go back to the "Mood" ( Read more... )

Jessica, R.I.P. I sat watching the news, not expecting anything new, but then i heard that she died. I cried. I realize how fragle life is. I cant believe she is gone. She will never be forgotten. I love you Jessica. I just remember the last time i saw her. I gave her a hug and we smiled at each other. I just think though, any one of us could leave ( Read more... )

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WRITE IT DOWN!!!!!

Ok so i haven't updated in a while. Not alot has been happening. Just same old shit. I'm still happy, but I miss ALOT of people. I sorta miss school too, only for the social factor though. I wish i could see all my friends without goin to school. Well peace out g2g

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my mom told me i was getting fat today...
i agree... anyone want to start working out with me??

I'm tired of having nothing to do. everyday is just a waste i feel as if I'm getting nothing accomplished.

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