( write it in a letter that says goodbye )

i'm going to be vague. so everyone will think that this entry is about themselves. it's much better that way ( Read more... )

yea.

left my house last night. and was completely ready and prepared to not go back. stayed with the lovely jessika. father won't let me leave. says i belong at home. fuck him. like he cares.

the end.

okay. i've been way out of the loop for far too long. let's start from friday shall we ( Read more... )

guess what?

it's my freakin birthday.

high five

so everything is getting better. i don't care about him anymore. in fact, i'm growing to hate him. which is sad i'm sure...but it's easier for me and probably easier for him as well. i can't just be his friend....it won't work. and i can't keep crying to him because he has her to care about now. so i'm done with it. and i know i'll miss him still, ( Read more... )

( i was in love once )

i'm done with this. i'm sorry i make you sad. but i can't do this. i can't make you happy and i can't even try anymore. so just let me love you from afar. because that's the easiest thing to do. and i won't talk to you anymore. and i just won't talk to anyone. and i'll disappear and leave you flowers annonomously and just love you wihtout you ( Read more... )

i'm at lukenbill's home. being friends. we're the best.

miss you ashley

so i just watched the best movie ever. i didn't even fall asleep or anything.