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okay

so i'm over it.

end of story

WES! get over here and go shopping with me NOW!

I'm Sorry.

jessika. all i can type right now. i'm feeling so much and non of it matters to anyone but her. and i wish it mattered to everyone. i wish it mattered to you. i wish non of anything had ever happened. i wish i didn't have to watch you and i wish you would leave me alone. i wish everything away......fuck these tears and the fucking scars they leave ( Read more... )

if i could love someone, again
the way i loved you
it would kill me.

here it is folks. to all those who thought i should know why...here it is.

AbottleofCODI: why are you with allison?
DrummerinAL: because i like her
AbottleofCODI: why
DrummerinAL: because she's really nice, she laughs at all my jokes, never mean to anybody, very peacful and she likes me
AbottleofCODI: well....okay then

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fun day! no school for me. went out with vivian. we went out to her old town and ate at sick carrows. she got moldy french toast...YUMMY! then i went and picked up kids from school, got paid, went tanning and shopping with jessika. i got the hottest shirt known to man and a fish keychain. yay for me. i miss you ashley!

Jessika Rad: flehluh
AbottleofCODI: flala
AbottleofCODI: hahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AbottleofCODI: we rock
Jessika Rad: HAHAAHAHAH
Jessika Rad: TOTALLY
AbottleofCODI: it's true

the end.

( ga )

tommy's party was a bust. i hate feeling ackward and uncomfortable around people who i shouldn't feel ackward around. but i don't like being stared at so there. jessika is my life. i know she has adrian and what the fuck ever....but i love her. i wanted to slash about 4 people that night. i was a mediator among friends and made people happy (i ( Read more... )