my brother is in town- yay1 but its not liek hell take me anywhere ( Read more... )

omg- oc season finale! omg omg omg- this show is my life- i live for the show rather-- screw home wrk im way too excited! :D

thursday-- play! amazing!all yall were great! and then swensens with the gang ( Read more... )

today was amazing! hanoman is my god! i truly had my best practice ever! i love yoga and everything about it! i truly admore him and he is my yoga god!

aum

well lets see...life is a sucky as normal. i despsie the new bio teacher and for once i undertsatnd hwo i feel and i dont want to chage it. rock agianst bush :( cd- keep to my bleifes and morals. why is evrythign so clasifed and sterotyped. cnat i be who i wnt, do i have to follow these stupid rules or expectations. i love bush, love punk rock, but ( Read more... )

tempt me to my old wyas. i cant resist it. first her, nto this. it happens agina, will it ever stop. i cnat take it. i cant handle it. im going to, but i knwo i shouldnt. i jsut dont know. i cant handle stuff i liek this very well. god help me nto to. hlep me find a way thourgh. i guess i ruined everythign and im sorry.

in tears adn on teh bbrink

crying...i lvoe her and miss her. may she rest in peace. god bless her and hers. i was really close to her. i was always in her class after school and stuff. we were really close- she tld em about her mom nad she tled to me about it adn her children and grandchildren and all. i nwe to her moms wake. we confided in each ohter- she knew me really ( Read more... )

i miss her, i need her...i told someone, i dont know if i should have, but we equally hold each others secrest so its ok...i cant got back to my old ways physically, mentally it hasnt changed though, ketzles paper is freaking me out. fishers situation is scairng em too. so now i cnat stop bawling and i dnt knwo what to do with myslef.

im so sad. i cry every so often. i cant imagine my life without her, she isnt just my teacher, shes like a friend. i was close to her. i cant thing of anythgin to do, i cant even visit, i know that i would feel out of place. write a card? send flowers? i dont know... everything seems so trivial to this. im so scared to lose her. the last words i ( Read more... )

party last night was soooooo awesome! the entire place to ourselves! a bunch of food! the necklaces! the music! the fact that it was skating! it was sooooo goood! everyone fell! 4 guys to like 35 girls! it was killer awesome! thanks for all the presents ( Read more... )