This is the ending of my memoir...
if you like it and want to read all of it... lemme know

Alicia

I’ve discovered that it is the constant battle of human beings to find out who they are.  We laugh, love, cry, fight, and scream all in an attempt to feel alive. Of all these actions, love is by far the most difficult. It has been my ( Read more... )

I have to write a memoir for my Advanced Composition class.
I chose to write about my relationships with me.
I figured it was appropriate for my current situation.
Ive decided to post it as I write it.
I want feedback.

Part One: Heartbreak

In three years a baby can learn to speak well enough to hold a conversation. The average person puts 45,000 ( Read more... )

I feel like I've been wrong about everything for so long, that I don't know how to be right anymore.

How do I teach myself to trust myself again?

It's funny. I feel like I SHOULD be asking how I'm supposed to trust men again, but lets face it-me trusting them has never been the problem... in fact, the problem is that I'm all too willing to trust.

( Read more... )

.... getting up for catholic league in 3 hours ( Read more... )

i think i'm drowning ( Read more... )

What are you going to do?

Well, I'm gonna get out of bed every morning...
breath in and out all day long.

Then, after a while I won't have to remind myself to get out of bed every morning and breath in and out...

and, then after a while, I won't have to think about how I had it great and perfect for a while.

-Sleepless in Seattle

Yay for thanksgiving being this week and me only having to work 2 days ( Read more... )

It's amazing how much I depend on technology. I almost stayed home tonight, but I had to write a paper and my computer was at Bobby's... so I sit here... in his room... alone... while he's upstairs doing whatever it is he does up there for hours. And I'm alone in a house full of people ( Read more... )

It seems that I'm slipping away from writing in here again, probably because I don't have much to write about ( Read more... )

I feel that I have had very little time to breath lately. And when I do, I only realize all of the stuff I should be accomplishing... like school work... or finding a second job ( Read more... )