I've decided to try a new diet, clearly the 2468 isn't working for me. I think I get overwhelmed with all the calories it allows me, then for some reason I eat more...if I knew why this happened, I'd probably stop doing it, but alas I do not! So I'm going to try a 200 calorie diet for six days straight, and on the seventh day I will allow my ( Read more... )

I hate myself. I've concluded I fail at everything I try to do and I will always be a fat ugly pig with no life because my weight holds me back from doing things. I JUST WANT TO BE 98 POUNDS. For the love of God, why can't I lose this weight?!?!?!?!?!? Wish me luck tomorrow...

Starting the 2468 diet over again! I'm trying a different approach now, I'll write down before anything what I plan on eating, maybe that will help. I also have ballet today, so I'll be able to get out of the house for a couple hours. Good thing is, there are no distractions at my class, everyone is so skinny and beautiful! Wish me luck! xoxoxo ( Read more... )

Well...I've failed miserably. I thought this time. This time for sure. Apparently not. I binged. A lot. So much I don't want to talk about it. If I can make it the rest of the night with no eating, that'd be nice, just about six hours until I would normally sleep, I can do this. Today will not be a complete failure. Please, just do this for me. I' ( Read more... )

Weighed in today at 22.9!

That was a delightful surprise this morning! Yesterday wasn't as difficult as I though it would be, thankfully my mind set the whole time was focusing on finally being happy. Hope today is another successful day, and I will post sometime in the evening what I have eaten for today.

That's all folks!

I've decided to go ahead and write down what I've eaten today, I don't feel like eating for the rest of today because of the weight I saw on the scale this morning ( Read more... )

A little discouraged right now...the scale reads 126.5 ( Read more... )

I will be staring tomorrow! The date will be 5/5/14, and I won't stop until I have reached my goal! Any help or support is welcome, I'm going to need it! :) I'll try to post everyday, if I miss a day it's either because I couldn't get online without my mom seeing, or I have no service. One good thing is I'm extremely dedicated to something once I' ( Read more... )

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