TIME TO EXPLAIN MY RASH DECISION TO MYSELF ( Read more... )

so the thesis is tonight. and i'm freaking out. smoking ciggarettes. its really great that everyone says its going to be fine and all but i'm about to shit my pants. i shouldn't have had so much coffee. i just wish i had schedueled it for an earlier time because fuck man. 7pm is a long way off. argh. the movie is done at least and with a short ( Read more... )

so this is how it goes for me ( Read more... )

two tests today ( Read more... )

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what is it ( Read more... )

i hate not being perfect ( Read more... )

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i didn't ( Read more... )

i don't know what my problem is. maybe i just don't want to grow up or something. maybe i have too much on my plate. maybe i didn't even know i had a plate until just recently. what am i saying? something about this whole trip has really knocked me loose into a feeling of 'this is my life' it is happening now and things will go for me, they will ( Read more... )