i'm worried. i have to admit. i've been fantasizing about exterminating certain people.i mean deep , real, calm,death. people should realize the severity of there actions.someone should help them realize.

i'll pay someone ten dollars of they can give me a good quote.

i have a fifth of jack, someone should help me get rid of it.

NOW....

i lost a day,
gained an hour,
and found a life.

All wrapped
up and down
in 26 symbols
lost

divisors
they try to come out in time.
stuffing revelations
to ravel out.
between fingers,around words.

And all the time
she's mumbling

she doesn't care to say
and semantic clowns
pounce listlessly
towards claws coming out from her eyes.

every time i happen to be in Walmart(which is unfortunately too often) and i end up in the "under ware" section(which is unfortunately too often), looking for cheap bras, a young mother ,who is always noticeably cracked out,has a child who is always noticeably annoying and unruly, jumping around taring off bras and putting them on his head. the ( Read more... )

disco and socrates is the remedy.

its amazing how long the smell of alcohol can seep out of your pores.never again, never again. im having a nervous break down today, a real one this time, i can feel how real it is. he is like a cheap bra from wal mart, waiting to be burned like some delayed reaction to the woman's liberation movement.i could castrate him, but its a historical fact ( Read more... )

so......i lost all of my money yesterday, ....and it was the best that could have happened to me. im staying and working at the book store gdoingsome illegal work on the side, this book store is amazine though, i guess all the beats use to live there and write ginsgerg, karoak (sp), feringetti....pritty much every poet who i can't spell. its good ( Read more... )

i am so stupid, i let something really fucked up happen, i really need someone to talk to

i punched a drunk german tonight....fuck the germans.