Well, step one is done.  I called the behavioral health line for my insurance today.  the woman i talked to said i sounded depressed and anxious with mood swings, but i didn't go into full detail and that's a not a for-sure diagnosis.  she gave me numbers for places around here that will accept my insurance, so i have to call them to make an ( Read more... )

Okay, so surgery was pushed back.  I went in today, and first the nurse looked horrified.  honestly, if it had been an easy fix, would i have been in a surgeon's office?!  please.  The surgeon seemed pretty interested, though.  I'm sure he doesn't get many cases like this one, and he was all medical about it.  it was cute ( Read more... )

okay, this entry is sort of an explanation to a certain someone's questions and also to talk about an issue...because - *gasp* - I, of all people, went to the doctor about it today ( Read more... )

mmmkay ( Read more... )

- I spend too much ( Read more... )

Okay, I know this hardly ever happens anymore, but I feel like I'm going crazy.
and sometimes this helps, even if no one really reads it.

so this is the worst semester of my life.
not because my classes suck. 
but because i'm wayyy too stressed out about life in general.

i'm going to school full time.  in ann arbor, so not only do i waste 6 hours a day ( Read more... )

School starts up again tomorrow ( Read more... )

Alright.  Let's see, where to begin ( Read more... )

I want to throw myself off a cliff.

Super.

God hates me.

No, really.  It's like once a month He throws EVERYTHING he possibly can at me and then I have to learn how to deal.

How many accidents have I been in?  Enough, already, and now I get to add one more.

And I didn't bother to call the police due to minimal damage (or so I thought), so I had to deal all morning with calling police stations ( Read more... )