so i think i might have a plan...

no, i have a plan, it's just still dependent on a few uncontrollable variables. fingers crossed.

...i've become much happier now that i feel like i might have direction in my life...

why does this happen? absolutely nothing bad happened today, and yet, i'm sad. like very very sad. eh, maybe it's my own fault for refusing to take pills. the one place i could be where there would be something to make me happy, lies to the reason that i'll be forever sad. well one of the reasons, i thought leaving idaho would completely ( Read more... )

wow things keep getting "interesting" when i'm not careful...be more careful...

the latest developments with her are quite..well...intrigueing...will it work out like you expect it to??? i think it might...hmmm!

i mean it'll suck in alot of ways for her...but for you, my friend? it might be freaking supurb!

how can i find out if she feels the same? and i wish i could explain why these feelings continue to grow despite her standofishness...maybe she's not interested cause i make up words, heh...man, i've ran away from everything as soon as it came since her...but i really don't think i'd run away from this ( Read more... )

hmmm...so i might go back to visit. this soon? wow, i never thought i'd even consider it. but she makes it way more than worth the risk. i wish i knew if she felt the same about me...

so i've finally realized...

i have to write pretty much everything down so that i don't forget...so if i ever forget to call you or dance for you or punt the ball to you, i truly am sorry. i've been caught in this cruel conundrum...i'm trying to be the most honest person you've ever met, but my memory makes me a liar sometimes :( it is getting ( Read more... )

life changes...

'nuff said

somebody reply to one of my messages! please? *muah* to whoever does!!!

i really need to post in this thing more, then maybe people would come look!!!

ready for work, work here isn't bad...

setbacks...

they're just that! they don't permantly alter a course. don't let me give up just cause of a few setbacks that are really minor in the long run. good luck, ammon