ok ok so its been awhile i know i know...but u know how these things go....im crippled at the moment after surgery at the beginning of the month, and yes i am going crazy lets list why: i'm at my folks, im in the same house as my sister, i cant go anywhere, i miss my cats, i cant take a shower everyday, i miss my friends, i miss the alcohol induced ( Read more... )

at work and got about 20 more minutes of this friday afternoon, and i feel kinda blah, i think i might be coming down with a throat/tonsel thing, awesome. i hate fridays, only because i work for 15 hours grr...this week hasnt been so bad though, went and saw a movie with a really nice guy, looking forward to getting to know him better and fyi the ( Read more... )

its just one of those days where i hate myself, and i know i shouldnt but i do and i dont even know why well yes i do i wish i wasnt me. im so sick of looking the way i do and it seems no matter how hard i try nothing changes and i just feel ugly, and im so tired of obsessing over what i eat but i cant help it, its like a disease or something and i ( Read more... )

ok so been feeling pretty crummy about things again...i wish i could help it but i cant....lab guy (those of who are close to me & know who im talking about) married, happily i might add....yea so thats my life basically....anyways, school is being school and i've got a heavy load as usual. work is work and im doing it alot. one happy thing, my new ( Read more... )

ok so been reaaaalllly busy! ahhhhh....so much has happened ( Read more... )

howdy all! been oober busy now that school has started so i havent been able to keep up as much as i used to...sittin here procrastinating so i thought i would update ( Read more... )

things have been weird lately, with the hurricane down south, it hit exactly where i grew up, my hometown, house i grew up in, school i went to, parks i played in, they are all gone, flattened, 80% of the town gone...my family is still down there, cousins, aunts, uncles, step brother, child hood friends, all physically okay and all will never be ( Read more... )

well its another sunday night, another week, another weekend gone, but this was a pretty good weekend ( Read more... )

found some old pics and well, yea....i found all of us so young, together and simple, i found her & i so close and laughing, i found him & i in love and ready for the world...how things change....

Every memory of looking out the back door
I have the photo that was printed on my bedroom door
Its time to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory ( Read more... )

i saw u today and i dont know that u saw me or not

but i saw u

and i saw her

what was i expecting

you look so good

amazing

happy

not thinking twice

but i think of u everyday

now i know to let you fade

i dont know what i was expecting

that same ache

i could hear my heart brake

why

its been so long

and i was wrong

to have let u stay in my head

and i ( Read more... )