You always ask why I love you ( Read more... )

It's probably a blessing and a curse, but I've always been able to express my thoughts and feelings so much more eloquently through the written word than I ever could with speech, and lately, I have come to realize that I am probably this good at writing because I CAN'T SPEAK. I've never been quiet, but it seems like when the words are the most ( Read more... )

ok so, even though it's a little early to even be thinking about this, i know what my new years resolution is. to start writing in my journal again. i've been majorly slacking since coming to college, and i miss having this to reflect on, no matter how trivial my entries end up being. i'm going to make a real effort, just for myself, to begin ( Read more... )

so... what am i reaching for? control ( Read more... )

does what goes around really come around? i've been thinking a lot lately about the double standard i set, always holding everyone to a higher standard than myself. it's beginning to become a problem, me getting too comfortable in my leadership role and forsaking everything that i've learned along the way. i hate feeling like i've left a bad ( Read more... )

damn damn damn

so i should really be studying for my anthro exam which will be taking place in approximately an hour. but apparently i've lost my notebook which has all my notes on the movies and everything else i've done in class in it. its not in my room. and i should be really worried that i cant study for an exam thats gonna be sort of important to my grade ( Read more... )

( rant )

i think as much as i believe that every person on earth has one soulmate, i think they have a counterpart who is placed on the earth with the sole puropse of hurting them on every level that they can imagine being hurt. its so funny how people can be so utterly opposed to hearing someone's opinion when it conflicts with their own ( Read more... )

woah. so it dawned on me when i woke up this morning that this is the last time ever that my alarm will go off at 6, i'll snooze it out till 6:30, and than i'll rush around frantically trying to make up my lost 1/2 hour in an attempt to leave the house at 7:13, my magic on time for school number. that coupled with the senior govs. school banquet ( Read more... )