Mkay, just sat here typing a long entry, having one of my mini breakdowns, pouring my heart out onto the screen, and then it didnt post... i give up... im going to bed... its 5:30am and im an emotional trainwreck i dont know if i can take trying to put that all into words again right now, maybe later. ~Amy

So I ended up sleeping with Matt again... and it confused the heck out of me, i thought i was over him, didnt want him anymore, until i hung out with him again, and he can still make me smile with no effort, he can still make me laugh when i m in the shittiest of moods. I talked to him, and he said that us having sex again shouldn't have happened, ( Read more... )

Well I guess I will actually use this thing, I got it cause Ashly made hers friends only, but i might as well use it.