Time is going by so fast!
I need to go on some kind of adventure!
I need to do something and not care about the consequences!
I need to get off of the computer to make this happen!

was a nice happy blur.
A small group of people consumed 60 beers and an entire handle of vodka.
Clearly, it was a night to be enjoyed. :)

I think my room is haunted.

the feeling of melting in your bed after a tiring/burnt out day.

I've decided that livejournal is just made so people can tease their friends with little tidbits of their life. But they never put enough information for it to be satisfying. So, in the end, it just gives you more questions than answers.

Livejournal is such a tease.

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Happy Easter. :)

i'm missing out on new york this year.
this is really upsetting to me.
although i'm not sure why.

So, thanks for inviting me to that super awesome day you had planned yesterday ( Read more... )

I feel like a mountain was put on my shoulders.
I am now faced with the dilemma of putting my all on the line.
What if that's not good enough?
What if, despite the fact that I want it more than anyone, I still will get rejected?
I'm not sure how I would possibly be able to handle that if it were to happen.
I just want to be able to breathe again.

a chance for a miracle.
don't get your hopes up!
too late... they already are...

i fucked up and said a lot of things that came out wrong.
but is it wrong to want to share these experiences with the person who matters most?
is it bad that i'm actually depressed to know that my silly dream of the perfect day with you will never happen?