I really don't know what is going on with me lately.
I mean, my life has been far from perfect, but for the most part, I have been emotionally stable.

Nothing happened to cause this at all but for some strange reason, I just cannot stop crying.  And the thing is, I don't even know what I am crying about.  I mean its not that I'm not sad...because I' ( Read more... )

This break has been amazing beyond compare.
It was somewhat boring at the beginning, but more recently, I have been so incredibly busy.

Kalahari with Lindsey was sooooo much fun....even though the water park part was like a gas chamber, it was still enjoyable.  We went on lots of waterslides and almost died in a hot tub.  Then we stayed out until two ( Read more... )

I've been writing alot lately. Stories, poems, random blurbs of thoughts. It's the only way I can really think straight.  Most of it is way too personal to post on the internet...but the following is a random little thing I wrote yesterday that I  have been told is somewhat decent.

Contstructive criticism would be nice.

I stand alone, in the long ( Read more... )

What an eventful week ( Read more... )

some people make me sick.
sick to my stomach.

i hate them all.
so much.

was alot better than yesterday, thats for sure ( Read more... )

some people read it..whom i didnt think even knew i had an lj ( Read more... )

Disclaimer: The following is a huge and depressing venting session, and you really don’t have to read it…in fact I don’t even recommend it. FYI ( Read more... )

Find me a nice boy.

Whoever finds the best one wins.
READY SET GO!

 
I miss the way you smiled at us

And the way you kept us so strong

I miss the way you sang to us

And enchanted us with your song.

I miss the crackly sound of your voice

It still echoes throughout my ear

Your playing, your singing, your music of choice

It is what I will always hold dear

I miss the joy that you brought to our lives

I miss your spirited ( Read more... )