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So it's almost 3am, my favorite time of the night and I'm still awake. Some days I wonder if I still qualify for BPD or not. Some days I think absolutely not, but tonight is one of those where I start to question it ( Read more... ) -
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just trying to decompress ( Read more... ) -
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You know, I'm having a helluva time tonight trying to write to Kat. Some days I channel her, and sometimes I adopt her. Tonight I've adopted her, which is great and theraputic for me, but not so good for finishing her story. It's been said a thousand times before, but seriously, now that I'm unemployed, what's stopping me from finally finishing ( Read more... ) -
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So today was my very last day at a job that I loved for so long. And surprisingly (or perhaps not so surprisingly) I didn't cry. The people that I would miss I'm either already set to see them again soon, or they've already left and I still see them and other than that, I'm really just going to miss my birds. My girls, Lakota, Panya, Russell (yeah ( Read more... ) -
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feel the adrenaline movin' through my veins ( Read more... ) -
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I can feel it coming inside of me
I can't place my finger on it, but it's there, bubbling, boiling, not yet overflowing ...
what is this that I feel?
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yay! I've been essentially laid off
WHEEEEEEEEE