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It's 3 days before my period again and cue the weird dreams where I'm dating a famous person and I just can't hang and we break up. These mood swings and dreams are like clockwork and you'd think after 13 years of getting my period I would have caught on by now. I know this is not all just raging hormones but this is when these feelings show up the ( Read more... ) -
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I know it's a good life to lead when the phrase 'I'm sick of being on vacation' leave my lips, but seriously I am ready to be home. My period started yesterday and I just want to lie in my bed and make art and be alone. I feel very blessed to have had so many friends offer their space to me (some of them in studio apartments and/or only having ( Read more... ) -
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I keep having dreams that I am breaking up with him. In one, we start as our current selves. Slowly he regresses backwards in age and his boneheaded, uneducated statements get more and more annoying until he finally becomes 12 and I just can't take it anymore. I angrily and forcefully break up with him without remorse. As he follows me around ( Read more... ) -
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ALL I WANT TO DO IS ANYTHING
ALL I CAN DO IS NOTHING
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The other day I was talking to someone about Antarctica and they said 'wow, it sounds like you have had symptoms of PTSD' and then a lot of things started to make sense. What the fuck was I thinking.
Otherwise- things continue to move forward. Nick and I don't see each other much right now because he's trying to start a canning business. The school ( Read more... ) -
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First sentence of first entry of every month, and that summarizes 2012.
This is gonna be scary.
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I have been so unbelievably happy since May. Tonight while I danced with my friends and kissed them at midnight, I couldn't believe I have known them less than a year. It's hard to believe a year ago I was on the coldest, loneliest, saddest place I've ever been. I never want to feel that again and I don't think I have to ( Read more... ) -
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When I started working at the farm I knew eventually I would need to find work for the winter. I kept telling myself and everyone else that what I wanted was a bakery job with no store front so I wouldn't have to work earlier than 7 and a part-time gig with some cute kids. I would fixate on these desires on the hardest days in the field and that ( Read more... )
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