it's been a while, non ( Read more... )

Time to take it back a step... or 5 ( Read more... )

I want ice cream cake.
all becuase mike said that he was picking up one for his nephew who is turning 2 today. too cute.
I told him that I wanted ice cream cake and his answer to that was "i sure am gonna enjoy that nice tasty cake later, i'll think of ya while I'm eating it lol"
jerk. lol

Still no word from Alex. :( :( *broken*

STONES CONCERT ( Read more... )

first off since I said I would do it
( here ya go... )

GROW THE FUCK UP!

he's gone.

left this morning at 635am.

I went to the airport to see him.
both of us cried.. and then...
he siad he had to go.. and gave me a hug, and a kiss, and told me to make myself happy.
I told him he made me happy, and hugged him, and he left.
I collapsed and cried.

to make myself happy: to go over with him.

okay.

so I had a msg from the boy going

"hey hun.. need to talk to you.. dont' know what to do... call you tomorrow...
I'm stayin with my cousin today... will call tomorrow"

thats it.
nothing else.
I'm FREAKING out here...

gah!

I HATE Irving.

but I might jsut love Ryan a little.. haha he is my hero. If it wasn't for him coming in tonight... I would have had an even bigger break down...

one more shot. then I'm calling it quits.

I've been in hickville offically one year today.

this sucks.

the end.

*edit*
out garage was broken into tonight... :S in DAYLIGHT... around 530... thats really creepy.. nothing is missing.. but still.. someone had a device to OPEN OUR CLOSED DOOR...
fuck I hate it here.

best weekend in a while.
I look like a lobster and I miss Alex like crazy... but good weekend.
<333
Not posting pics.. to lazy.. if ya wanna see any.. just let me know.