Two months until my birthday, and something feels like it's totally missing.

Everything... security... it's gone. All gone. I used to think the world was relatively safe to live in, but I guess I was wrong. Hell, who am I kidding. I am the naivest person I've ever known. I didn't know what sex was until I was ten years old. And I had had no idea ( Read more... )

the doll palace

MY GOD.

I AM GOING TO KILL LJ.

I MADE A GIANT POST AND IT KILLED IT.

I WAS WORKING ON THE BLOODY THING FOR BLOODY HALF AN HOUR.

FUCK YOU.

how come talking to
him is so hard how hard is
it to say his name

Romeo.

Romeo.

Romeo.

Romeo.

I can say his codename.

MY GOD.

I WROTE THAT ENTIRE POST. ABOUT ROMEO. HOW I LOVE HIM.

AND ELJAY JUST WASTED ALL MY CRAP ( Read more... )

make her shut up.

she's been kissed seven fucking times in the space of five days. won't shut up about it. she's also going out with her crush.

unlike me.

I try talking to him. I have. but it never works cause I try it and he fucking ignores me. he's just like "whatev" and then starts talking to his best friend.

as if I'm not there.

I wish he ( Read more... )

Hola.

More poems, so the people on xanga don't get the hell annoyed out of them.

That letter
That you wrote
I saved it
I treasured it
And now
I just wish
You knew who
You had written
To and that
You loved me
too.

too busy. gbye.

/See That Girl\

See that girl?
The one who's saying hi?
She knows you
And you know her
But you don't know her

You don't know that she was the one who recieved your letter
You don't know that she loves you
Haven't you guessed she cries to sleep about you?
Didn't you see that she'd do anything for you?

But she smiles
As if there is nothing bad going to ( Read more... )

I'm just about ready to kill someone.

A message to one of my best friends -

Emilee, YES YOU ARE GOING OUT WITH SHAWN. Now GET OVER IT. You're not the same Emilee you were last week. You have barely said the word "hi" to me while he's around. And you won't SHUT UP ABOUT HIM.

First it was "Melon this, Melon that," now it's, "Shawn lent me his jacket ( Read more... )

How come talking to him is so hard?
How hard is it to say his name?

Josh. I like his name.

Josh and Alex.

Alex and Josh.

Alex likes Josh.

But to Josh, Alex is just another face in the crowd.

It makes me cry.

And Ellideepoo's crush likes her, and she likes him, and they both know it... and they've been really, really good friends for quite a while ( Read more... )

Frick this.

Yeah, I need to update this.

my xanga is so much better.

later losers.

PS. Talked to Romeo today. One sentence. It's made my day. Oh yeah, I'm good.

I love him.

First things first.

My name is not Alessandra Elise Chriensona. It is, in fact, Alex. I have a xanga, but I'm not gonna link it. It's given me a lot of trouble in the past.

Okay, you're probably wondering about the whole AEC thing. Err, I had an MSN Space and wrote a story about AEC. Only it was a little... how would you say this...

warped.

I might ( Read more... )