so much pain over so little ( Read more... )

FORT MINOR LYRICS ( Read more... )

i feel tired ( Read more... )

lets see...another day of absolutely nothing. i dont know what to do, and i dont know where im going. i wish someone would give me a shove in the right direction ( Read more... )

i am now officially 18....but i dont feel any different ( Read more... )

i look back at this journal...and it makes me want to cry. i look back on the posts of depression and abuse, how fucked up my life was....it wasnt fair. it tore me apart ( Read more... )

went and saw a movie today with joey...pan's labrynth....it made me fucking cry. i could relate to the little girl in the movie so much. how much pain she was going through....all the things she did to escape it. but in the end, you cant run from it forever. that much i do know ( Read more... )

today has been horrible. i got in a huge fight with practically the whole house and have had the flu for almost 3 weeks. i feel lonely, depressed, and miserable. i have all these emotions that i could never even begin to comprehend ( Read more... )

wow, i havent written in this thing forever.....i've been feeling so disconnected from myself that at times, its hard to even realize what i feel ( Read more... )

well...i've been living in transhousing out by the hawthorne area...and so far, i enjoy having a roof over my head and a warm house to come to at the end of the day ( Read more... )