life has become some great riddle that i just cant seem to ansewer. its been a month, and finally im getting out of the shelter. with no scratches, and no addictions. but i've been sick alot, and my legs bother me. but im away from my parents, and thats all i give a fuck about. as for everyone else i dont know. im going to lose friends, and im ( Read more... )

life is like a rave ( Read more... )

i havent written in this thing forever.....i guess i just get caught up in things ( Read more... )

i just realized i never really write anything in my journal......maybe thats because i dont have a computer.....cheers to that ( Read more... )

today was just a big blur....everyone moved by so quickly. and my heart ached for when i was a child and ran with sparklers in my hand. lisa lit off fireworks while i held dalton in my lap. he liked all the colors, and wasnt afraid of the big booms. aidan clung to me like a sinner in the rapture ( Read more... )

sometimes people get caught in a huge gap in life. it rains on them until the hole gets muddy and its impossible to breathe. who helps you out then?
what will you do when your stuck?

i will always be here.

i woke up late today......last night i took 5 shots of whiskey and drank 3 beers. puked my guts out while adam held my hair back. i puked in a variety of places.....on a computer keyboard, a carpeted floor, a toilet bowl, a bedroom trashcan, on my dress, in a bed.....and yea, i think you get the picture.....it was a pretty nasty scene. im finally ( Read more... )

ok, so now im officially in portland....wondering around, living with my dad. its been good so far. we went and saw that xmen movie and i saw robert miller.....uhh, that was interesting....needless to say. its been raining ALL day here. at least its sunny in MT. there's practical rivers flowing down the streets. im bored, so if anyone wants to hang ( Read more... )

i stand again ( Read more... )

hey everyone ( Read more... )