ok, as of now, it is my last day on earth ( Read more... )

we're making a bday cake for john....chris, devon, and i ( Read more... )

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i find myself kinda sitting here with a bunch of tension and a grudge. lol ( Read more... )

i am lost within earth's gravity ( Read more... )

if i cant have you ( Read more... )

anyways, i woke up later today. i was so tired. i feel like alice in wonderland. devon took off and went into town, its snowing, but the flakes are falling down in soft patterns. i thought of lucas today, and now im listening to assemblage 23. its awesome, i love this song ( Read more... )

today i slept until 2 pm ( Read more... )

i've noticed i dont write that much in this journal. i write 3 paragraphs and then i get bored. its kinda sad if you really think about it ( Read more... )

when the strings just seem to be getting thinner,
let me know that your a winner,
cos your dumb and ugly,
and i have no use for you.

i left you in the dark to die,
and i wont ansewer when you ask why,
because you dont mean anything,
though you think you do.

you dont mean anything,
thats why i left you.