Listen, I am so incredibly fucking tired of everyone calling me or texting me asking me if i can do a couple 'favors' for them. no i will not call around so that get stoned. no i do not have my bowls anymore, so don't even ask to use them. no i do not want to hit anything that has pot in it. no i havent smoked in a couple of weeks and i intend to ( Read more... )

so long little journal. you were fun. you helped me sort out my feelings but apparently there is someone in these walls that cares too much about me and apparently told my parents what's in here. thank you. i will now be getting all the help that i need...i can only wish i knew who this savior of mine was...

wow this weekend was something that was a lot of fun after loooking back in it but while it was happening i could have possibly killed someone/something. so heres my story: on saturday morning my brothers asked if nat and i would possibly like to go camping with them with some of there friends and nat and i happily agreed thinking it would be a ( Read more... )

what do you do when you don't know whats wrong with you anymore? when you can feel that deep down something is deinfatly wrong, but you have no idea what it is or how to help it feel better. sometimes my emotions are so intense and i know exaclty what i am thinking and feeling right then. and then other times sometimes distracts me or something but ( Read more... )

lol .... i got my phone back...people please call me...i miss the way my phone sounds...

I GET TO SEE COHEED AND CAMBRIA TWICE THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!!! and if that isn't already making me ecastatic....I GET TO SPEND THE WEEKEND IN TALLY AND JAX...which means...EVERYONE THAT I LOVE TIMES 100000000000000, AND I ALSO GET TO SEE MIKE LAW!!!! I DON'T THINK I'VE EVER CREAMED SO MUCH INTO MY PANTIES JUST FROM AN IDEA BEFORE!!!!!

my parents are giving me til my next birthday to get everythign transfered on my name and for me to be just aobut completly independant...i'm okay. i'm in the process of trying to get job and just about moved in with jan. this past week i have really been able to see who my true friends are down here and i never want to leave them again. they are ( Read more... )

so this morning when i woke up my dad asks to see my cell phone so unknowingly i went up and gave it to him. it was at this point that my dad explains to me that i will get my phone back in 30 days because of high cell phone bills. now keep in mind, this is a monthly argument between my dad and i because i dont have enough minutes to apprently work ( Read more... )

wow everything recently has just been so surreal. Things around me just seem like nothing but a dream and i couldn't be happier with the way things are turning out for me down here. I have the most amazing groups of friends that I could ever ask for and my classes are actually doing somewhat well. And thats not even the best parts of my life. I ( Read more... )