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alliyswan Oct 27, 2005 17:06

So today was blah. I'm at school currently skipping the last hour and a half of my college success skills class, becuase it SUCKS!!!!! But I did get my halloween costume done, it's gonna rock and roll all night. I have no idea what to do about Oregon. It's some seeeeerios heavy thinking that I absolutly didn'y plan on having to do. Why, when all I ( Read more... )

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alliyswan Oct 25, 2005 17:14

I fucking hate my college success teacher. hes an absolute asshole. For the first 3 weeks he lat us use the book to take tests, and even on the test paper itself, he asks us to copy the answers word for word, so how the hell is that learning anything ( Read more... )

What a whirlwind weekend

alliyswan Oct 04, 2005 16:14

So hooray, I'm 19 and Brandon is 21. oddly enough, I've soooo lost my taste for drinknig. Being drunk makes me feel way to depressed, and as that happens normally, I don't wish to make it worse. I've been feeling very blue lately. I just feel all uncertain about my school, and what I'm doing with this education, and am I really happy with were I am ( Read more... )

so depressed

Recent Rays of Sunshine

alliyswan Sep 21, 2005 11:49

So my health insurance company actually did get my $99 check, and now I have a $68 credit, and since I cancelled my benifits as of 7/31, I can get that money in a check! Hooray, but I'm still going to re-apply in October, cuz I really do need health insurance. I have yet another U.T.I., that's not a ray of sunshine : (, and I need more medication ( Read more... )

good things

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alliyswan Sep 13, 2005 13:22

Why is Flogging Molly only touring in Japan, the UK and California??? Fuck fuck fuck, more unhappiness to heap on the pile... is anyone having a good time? or is it just shit all around?

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alliyswan Sep 10, 2005 09:42

So yet again I'm back at school, this time at 10 aqm to attend my costume design workshop. I got really stoned last night and designed my 3 dresses for the 1920's for my fashion history final. Hooray for creativity inspiring drugs! The outfits are actually pretty cool, and they'd look even better if I could fucking draw. But at least that stage of ( Read more... )

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alliyswan Aug 23, 2005 11:53

So with five minutes left to go, I'll sum up my favoritest weekend (excessive dopamine will do that to you). I cried a bunch on fri/sat night, did one of those crazy drug influenced self realization things. Bonded a shit ton with Brandon, Lauren, Jeffry, and Matt. I realized I'm sick of being a fake person, it's rather hindering my development into ( Read more... )

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alliyswan Aug 16, 2005 18:13

i'm so bloody tired. I actually did sleep ok, cuz I got intellegent and put an extra quilt under my sheets. But all tonight will be devoted to finidshing my textiles midterm. hooray. Spent most of the night driving around with kevin and Karolina. Why can't anyone give a straight answer. It pisses me off that kev had me pick him iup even though he ( Read more... )

burnt out kind of day...

alliyswan Aug 15, 2005 12:10

Oi! What a bloody weekend. need about 3 days off sleep with nothing but a little kava, eye shades and earplugs. n't really remember what happened after that, I think I was reading the 6th Herry Potter book again, maybe? Saturday rocked balls!! I had my first costume design workshop, and it looks very promising (if my teacher stays on topic that is ( Read more... )

Bah

alliyswan Aug 09, 2005 15:16

Do I really need to check my e-mail every time I want to see what my friends posted? Why doesn't that show up with the posts on my friends page? Also, is there any button or something that I'm entirly missing that can allow me to update from my page instead of going to the lj home page? Well, anyway, I'm going home to sleep. Love alliy. Ps., I have ( Read more... )