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[allmost_famous]

I look at you
& your skateboarding style
the way you walk & talk
then I think back to our days
the days where I couldn't go a day without talking to you
the days where all I could think about was how you hold me
how much I loved you
how you "cared" about me
then I remember how you broke my heart
how you lied to me
how you told other girls you loved them
but I

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i feel you.. almost

[paintedkisses]

except for the 2nd line and the last line, that would be true to me, too. i don't know. even if lied to me and told other girls that he liked/loved them while we were going out and even if he didnt have the balls to break up with me or tell me at least that he wants his recent ex back, i cant find it in me to hate him. teach me how?

Re: i feel you.. almost

[allmost_famous]

I do hate him.
but deep down I still love him
it's hard seeing him & not being able to hug him or kiss him
I guess I'm not such a sweetheart like you
I have it in me to hate someone over loving them,

[fated_love]

I can relate to that completely. except love didn't turn into hate fast...it took a while for me to see who he truly is. I just don't know why it still hurts now, even though I hate him.

[allmost_famous]

that's exactly how it is
it still hurts seeing him
but the only time his "true" self comes out
is when I'm not with him
so whenever I do see him
he's the same sweetheart he's always been..
maybe me saying I hate him is just a cover
for how much I still love him..:-/

[fated_love]

aww! that was beautiful.

[allmost_famous]

maybe, still it isn't nearly as beautiful as you.

ew

[summer_revery]

dude, If I was you, Id hate him too. No offence. :)
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Re: ew

[allmost_famous]

well Jess, you're not me

Re: ew

[summer_revery]

sometimes I definately wish I was though