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8 more days & my parents have decided to ship me off to california to deprive me of one of my best friends. they claim it's because I'm depressed but they dont need to send me across the country to make me happy. all I want is some prozac & some quality time with the girl I've been yearning for for the past month.
it'll take more than sending me ( Read more... )

you said fuck it.
& the only word that will let me hold back my tears is 'fine'.
I refuse to cry.
I cant stand to let my emotions blur my vision once again.
you said you've been fucked over before.
but you dont understand that so have I.
it seems like you're the only one that has a say in this.
maybe you're too self absorbed to look outside your own ( Read more... )

It sucks when all you can think about is that party you went to
that landed you wasted at the Franklin Police Department
with abercrombie boy-who is only 16 & already an expert at playing with girls hearts, including you best friend's-rubbing your leg, telling you it's okay, trying to calm you down.
mysterious nice guy holding your hand, desperately ( Read more... )

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1) using bands, spell out your name ( Read more... )

I hate how I cant listen to anything you say, 'cause I cant tell if it's the truth or if it's just another one of you're "white lies". I hate how you tell me that I meant so much to you & that you meant it when you said you loved me. that's the last thing I was expecting coming from your apology for the night before. I hate how you know exactly ( Read more... )

it sucks when it's 1:00 in the morning & the only person you wanna talk to is this amazing boy that's been making you question your own opinion on love. but he fails to stay awake, like he promised, while expecting your call.

in a matter of seconds you're already done skimming the paper. you knew what to expect.
I see you look at me with another one of your looks. one of your looks that can say so much without even having to open your mouth. one of those looks that automatically let me know that you're more than disappointed; that you dont even think I'm worth trying for ( Read more... )

I bet you didn't see this coming.