it's hard relying on you, someone who judges people on race, on looks, but not so much personality, to come to your senses about me, a girl who often denies wearing her heart on her sleeve, a girl who is just trying to find someone, anyone to see her like the old love once did.
it's a possibility that you're not good enough for me, but it's most ( Read more... )

I'm contemplating whether or not I still have feelings for you. 
I know something's still there but I'm dying to get rid of it. I want us to be done, for good.
the last time I talked to you was when we got into another one of our arguments, which always ends with one of us "walking away", most of the time it being me.
you complain about me always ( Read more... )

I got stung by a bee!

my eyes well up & the screen turns to a blur as tears stream down my cheeks.
what just happend?
cutting your wrist; some people call it pain.
getting called fat by the person you love; now that hurts.
if I told you to stop, would you?

How to make a allmost_famous
Ingredients:

5 parts pride

1 part silliness

1 part beauty
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little emotion if desired!

Personality cocktail
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final exams are nearing & I havn't the energy to even pick up a pencil.
my stomach is still queezy from the previous day, & the 90 degree weather isn't helping it.
the nauseating smell of floor cleaner mixed with the strong scent of purple lilacs next to my front porch make my allergies more of a pain in my ass.
with so much on my mind, I still find ( Read more... )

it causes an anxiety attack in the middle of second period at school
sitting on the floor in the bathroom stall
shaking like there's no tomorrow
dizzyness that turns the light to dark
& fades the royal blue color of the doors & walls to a dark gray
heat spells that upset your stomach
making the taste of puke familiar
it's just nerves for finals I tell ( Read more... )

I sit here listening to you complain about your ex girlfriend that you want back
you think I dont care but I do
I'd complain the same, but I'd just be asking for you back.
which is pathetic.
& I'm stronger than that
right?
I like hanging out with you
I try to make myself "pretty" hoping you'd want me back
but I often ask myself what I'd do if you still ( Read more... )

I look at you
& your skateboarding style
the way you walk & talk
then I think back to our days
the days where I couldn't go a day without talking to you
the days where all I could think about was how you hold me
how much I loved you
how you "cared" about me
then I remember how you broke my heart
how you lied to me
how you told other girls you loved them
but I ( Read more... )