im so funny...i go do my normal invigorating workout, which usually takes a little over an hour..

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what is my problem? is it stress? is it a simple flu? only the good lord knows i guess...but my intestinal track seems to be majorly screwed at this point...last night i had to lay down around 8ish cuz my tummy kept doing flips and i had a head ache that brought tears to my eyes...i have not been able to eat anything without it cruising it's way ( Read more... )

You are 100% Scorpio


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i do believe all this working out is working...i'd hope so anyways..i mean i do 5 miles on the upright bike, 3 miles on the recumbent bike, and then a mile on the treadmill...not to mention all the weight lifting...since wednesday i have worked out 5 times lol...ya, imma sucker...the scale hasn't tipped downward at all, it actually went up a few ( Read more... )

well it's been 9 days since i've talked to him...the heartbreak is still the same...i still miss him as much as i did a week ago...but i gotta keep moving...i find myself stopping in the middle of some kind of housework or whatnot to sit down and have a really hard cry a few times a day yet...i try to keep myself extremely busy on my days off, oh ( Read more... )

i know i've done a lot of whining and the such for the past 13 days..and trust me, i really did take to heart the kind things that were said to me...and i really do appreciate it...but like everyone else, i just had to figure out the "what-to-do next" on my own...i don't know what tomorrow will bring me...but what i do know is that i need to start ( Read more... )

i miss him...i miss him soooo very much...the smile on his face, hearing his laughter, getting his nightly calls while he was on break, waking up to him coming home from work, hearing about his night at work, falling asleep so soundly in his arms, waking up with him next to me...and thats only what i looked forward to during the week...now on the ( Read more... )

everyday i wake up wanting to die...one of my friends told me that i put this misery upon myself because it's just so hard for me to let go...but really what can i do?! my heart screams for him, this i cannot help...boy oh boy i wish i could...im living in a complete hell ( Read more... )

i should go lesbian..really, i should ( Read more... )

but i just can't let it all go like this...im a fighter, and thats exactly what im doing now,,,,im fighting to get my family back ( Read more... )