i'm going to try my hardest to get pics up, it's been so damn long since i've dealt with anything internet lol....ok, i'm going to make it easy for myself because i just don't want to deal with all the trouble of finding this and that...i put a "cristal" folder in my yahoo pictures..it would probably be easiest to just do it that way lol...and ( Read more... )

been a long time eh? well it's not like i'm going to be able to update this thing consistently, we're kind of in a situation right now that allows me to be online ( Read more... )

( just ventin )

well happy late new years to everyone, hope y'all had very happy and merry holidays...it was a pretty good one here...chris and i headed out to appleton to hang with leah and christian...of course we had a blast...and i was as happy as a clam that i got to bring in the new year with my hunneys tongue down my throat..love ya babe!! heh ( Read more... )

can someone help me here please...im wondering why all my recent entries are not showing up other than in "manage entries".....i would like to view some of my past entries but they're not showing up!!!!!

please i beg of yous!! lol

and things are beginning to look up...or so i hope anyways...yes, as you can tell im in a good mood...and im sure most of you can figure out the cause of it...me and chris are back together...it's kinda strange tho...i had dreamed many times as to how it would have been if we got back together..and so far, things are most definitely different than ( Read more... )

i talked to chris tonight...it does seem like he might be finding out that the grass is not greener on the other side...i could be looking too deeply into things, which is what i usually do...or i could be looking at things as being what they're not...who knows...but he had asked if i was seeing anyone, and well, when i told him there were a few ( Read more... )

well i called him yesterday..he didn't say too much other than bitching about work...i would say that i regret calling him cuz it didn't go anywhere, but i don't...calling showed me exactly how immature he is and how much i don't need that shit in my life...i had asked why he hasn't called, he first gave me the line of bullshit that he forgot my ( Read more... )

im going absolutely crazy...this is the deal ( Read more... )

things are going so/so i guess...i STILL have not talked to chris...which is killing me...i still miss him and love him and all that boohookey...but last night was kind of a downer...torrey, the guy thats mutual friends with the both of us, had told me some things that for some reason he left out about their wednesday night talk...i don't know what ( Read more... )