I have had a great couple of weeks. The doctor put me on a new medicine and I no longer feel anxiety anymore. It's not like a drug that you can tell that you are taking...it is like an anti-depressant except that it is just for stress. It really works..I feel like a different person. Anyway....we went out on the boat today..whew, it was fun. ( Read more... )

It's monday morning..whew..my weekends are so busy. What happened to the day of rest? Well, everything is going better. After our little blow-up..(or should I say my little blow-up) I called the doctor and we made an appt for last monday. He said that my anxiety is too high which has caused me to develope obsessive compulsive tendencies. It's ( Read more... )

things are settled down now. You know, I am really lucky to have such a wonderful husband. I have never met someone so easy to. communicate with. Anyway, things have been so busy...I am getting my arkansas license for mortgages soon (thurs or fri) I am really looking forward to advertise in this city. I will be the only secondary market so I will ( Read more... )

I am so hurt right now...I have been letting Darrell make me feel like the bad guy all of the time when we argue but now I am tired of it. He conveniently decided to go to the lake today when I was out of town He asked me to be there at 5...so I cut my day short to be at the dock by 5...I called and he said..oh, I thought it was at 5:30...so I ( Read more... )

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had a great time with chelsea!! We are bumped and bruised from tubing but it was great. I was so proud of chels for skiing too! We had a big blow up while chels was here with the kids. They were being really selfish and I just lost it. I almost just left...like really left. I love Darrell so much and I love his kids too...but, I feel like ( Read more... )

Today is the first day austin is off for summer. We are gonna take him tubing this afternoon so he is pretty excited. This weekend is gonna be so much fun on the lake. We are meeting up with several friends on the lake and are partae! I have been following a diet of no white bread or pastas and eating allot of vegies, gronola bars, rice cakes ( ( Read more... )

Everything is cool here. This weekend we dont have austin. I am really ready for a break. We are going to meet Lori and Kev out on the lake this weekend and just chill and drink. Darrell wants to spend the night on the lake which is cool. The only problem is that I am getting really antsy. I NEED, I mean I HAVE to go dancing soon. It is ( Read more... )

DARRELL AND I WENT OUT OF TOWN THIS WEEKEND. WE WENT FISHING AND FROZE OUR ASSES OFF. THE GOOD THING ABOUT THIS WEEKEND IS THAT IT GAVE US BOAT FEVER. WE SPENT OUT LAST DAY LOOKING FOR BOATS. HE WANTED A CABIN CRUISER AND I WANTED A PONTOON. A PONTOON ALLOWS MORE PEOPLE ON IT AND THERE IS MORE ROOM TO WALK AROUND. THE GOOD THING IS IS THAT WE ( Read more... )

Last week was a good week. Austin got baptized, it was so precious. Darrell did a wonderful job. (I love him so much) 7 people that said they were going to come on sunday didnt show up. It was no big deal because we had a whole row filled up...but Austin noticed. The sad thing is is that no one even called to say that they werent going to make ( Read more... )