it's been a long, hard year.

i drink my thoughts away.
i've gotten good at that.

my entire world shattered.

REST IN PEACE

i'm sorry.

IM NOT A FUCKING ALCOHOLIC!

i seriously need to stop drinking.

i'm sorry.

i really just don't want to regret it.

a lot has happened.
i haven't wanted to write about it.
come to think of it, i still don't.

but my sister graduated college last weekend and i'm ridiculously proud of her. seriously.(moreso as of late, since realizing that i will probably honestly never graduate)
it's also her birthday today.


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hi. (from vegas)

FALL 05 SEMESTER = FUCKING DONE!!!!!!!!!!!

last all-nighter of the fucking year.

i know i should be really happy, but i pretty much feel like bursting into tears.
i'm really disappointed in this entire semester.
i just......nevermind. i'll keep it to myself.

on a side note, you might not want to call me tonight.
i will most likely be

( vegas under unfortunate circumstances. )

me and adam are in laguna beach right now.
the whole situation is completely disastrous.
i can't believe this is happening.
i don't know.
i can't fix this.
how did i let this happen?