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Today was interesting.. I had a really bad anxiety // panic attack. I started feeling it in Mr. Uprights.. we were talkin about all this shit, and I know Im not the only person it got to because Jessie wasnt lookin so happy either. I dont really know what was wrong with her though. Im really not looking forward to that next class.

Yesterday was ( Read more... )

I didnt know nothing

I was stupid

I was foolish ..♥

I feel like things are actually starting to look up for me. Its kinda weird yah know? Like yesterday I was so pessimistic, and today its just like.. total change of mood. The weather messes with my mood like crazy. I wish it would just stay sunny! I love it. Although it does bring back some ( Read more... )

The lovely Brittany is here. We just got done watching Meet The Fockers. I love that movie. We're gonna watch Anchorman in a little bit. Oh yes, she is in love with Antoine.. from Road Rules Season 3-Europe. Haha ( Read more... )

Im just really not sure of anything anymore.. It seems like everything I do or say is tha wrong thing. I cant really talk to anyone anymore.. Who can I trust? Who will actually listen to me anyways? I rant and rave about tha same old things and Im even getting sick of it, so how could my friends not be getting sick of it? Tha other day I just ( Read more... )

Im sitten here at my sisters babysitten Lil' Rasool. He's soo cute! Its jes me and Harold here though. Afton, Aundrea n Tarah went to go play pool. Yeaah so we went to my cousins cookout today.. that was alright I suppose. Haylee n Tarah left me. Naah its okay. But yeah ( Read more... )

I aint gonna write a lot..

These last few days have been hectic. I cant handle tha bullshit. Its pulling me apart. I havent been sleeping. I told myself I was gonna be alright. Im strong enough to get through all this. Or am I? Im so lost and confused. I know I just have to keep my head up high. I cant let it get to me. Im better than that. I can ( Read more... )

Part 1

Its after sunrise, still awake, my head lies on your chest. I'm listening to your heartbeat, while watching you sleep. I watch you take in tiny breaths of air. Your every move seems to flow into the other. I'm looking at you wondering how we got in this situation, what lead to it? Is it fate? It has to be. God brought us together again ( Read more... )

Katie && Michelle are here. Or I mean Missionary Rows of Corn Uhhn and Something Funny Forehead Kisser. Ha, oh man they are some funny chicks. You know we got that juice. FUCCK.. I'm flying! Car humping is the cool thing to do. Oh man.. greaaaat times!

We didn't really do much of anythen today. Me and Michelle ordered a pizza and some hottwings. ( Read more... )

I went to Crystal's last night. She lives in Windham Hills now, so she's actually around people. We didn't do much. We went for a walk. And yeah, today Ryan and her mom got us some Wendy's. Yum. So I think I'm done eaten for the night ( Read more... )