often in my life it feels like i close my eyes for a spell and when i open them again the world around me is unrecognizable. like hundreds of years have passed, and still all i see is you. i feel as though i'm walking through a town the world has forgotten. the wind hollows it out, dragging leaves and dirt into abandoned rooms. the only sound is ( Read more... )

Slow, we paddle through the lake ( Read more... )

I don't know what I've done ( Read more... )

See? If you wait long enough, if you are patient, good things really can happen. I don't know that I've ever been this happy. This is amazing. I am light. I am glowing. I am happy. I am content. And for the first time in a long time, I am loved.

It's not a silly little moment ( Read more... )

"It matters not if you are here, or there, for I see you before me every moment. I see you in the light on the water, in the swaying of the young trees in the spring wind. I see you in the shadows of the great oaks, I hear your voice in the cry of the owl at night. You are the blood in my veins, and the beating of my heart. You are my first waking ( Read more... )

it's been a long time since I've written in here. truth is, I guess I couldn't bear it. but I find myself stronger now ( Read more... )

Maybe I have been here before ( Read more... )

it's really gone then, huh? you don't see anything anymore. too wrapped up in your own stupid life to pay attention to whats going on around you, who you are hurting in your wake. i have too much going on in my life right now to worry about this, to be dwelling on it. i don't think i can talk to you for a while. i'm already losing sleep, i don't ( Read more... )

wow. it says my last post was 6 weeks ago. i guess i better post something ( Read more... )