well well well. i havent used this LJ since I got xgutterflowerx. I love this one though. Maybe Ill update both of them, although they'll really be the same thing... it would just be nice to have 2 ljs and actually use them I suppose. Someone has been harassing me verbally in my other LJ and I have disabled them, people are no longer allowed to ( Read more... )

there are so many thoughts running through my head right now, and for it being 1130, thats not suprising. i always get into these moods, where all i can do is think, it really sucks, because thinking only leads to depressed thoughts stuck in my head that wont go away. So I have decided to type down a few of my thoughts, in hope that maybe Ill have ( Read more... )

what a beautiful day.... although i had to spend it at school... its a beautiful day. I wish I had someone to cuddle with... I was in the office on the pool deck cuddling all by myself, beneath Kelly's towel, trying to stay dry and warm. I just sat there and thought about the ones I would rather be with, rather have around me than a dumb old towel ( Read more... )

thrid period drags on. I have been thinking so much about oh... everything lately. Life, Love, memories. Life so far has been full of disappointment, hurt, laughter, tears, fun. Mainly disappointment. But those times of fun and laughter mean alot to me, and I know that theres more to life than what has happend so far, there has to be. I believe. As ( Read more... )

If- a poem wrote in first period this morning ( Read more... )

Looking back on my life in rememberance ( Read more... )

Travis wrote: "Love is kissing the tears from her cheeks. It is wanting to sleep because of the chance you will dream of her. It is asking to have this dance while there is no music playing. It is seeing her face and just smiling. It is knowing she feels safe within your arms, and you never wanting to release. And to me, most importantly, love is ( Read more... )

uh so this weekend is prolly officially going to SUCK, because I lied to my mom and I shouldve just said Travis took me home. But that wouldve been the SMART thing to do kiddies, and Im a hooker and lied so for 2 days Im on groundation. my mom says 2 weeks, I say 2 days. We'll see who wins this war. (me ( Read more... )

well i havent updated this in a while. Not because I had nothing to write, but because I didnt want to. But I feel like writing here again now ( Read more... )

gurlwitdafunsox: see what the numbers look like ( Read more... )