The one that made my life, just once again, took it away again...calls me yday after school, me having no service, leaves me a v-mail, tellin me, he doesnt feel the same way anymore, and doesnt think we should be together anymore...how can someone you love so much, do something like that twice in the past month....thats bullshit...oh well...now im ( Read more... )

Its been a long, but amazing month...first, i would just like to tell everyone how happy i really am at this point...i finally got the one true thing that i had been hoping and praying for for 4 months...me and blake are finally back together....although i never thought a letter would mean so much to me, as it did the person i was writing it to, ( Read more... )

Its been quite a week...met a few wonderful people, and lost a couple of friends to it, but it was worth it...the boy that i once loved, finally means nothing to me...dont know if thats harsh to say, but feels nice to let go...dropped an old, and met a new...hes great, and down to earth...no more fancy schmancy shit, just can be myself...not so ( Read more... )

You know...that quote is so true...through CIS to Jr.High, now in High School, and gettin ready for college...its so weird to see how your REAL friends are the only ones you can really count on...good thing, you know who they are...it seems to me that only the people that we can really trust seem to be the ones we now talk to...before, it was a ( Read more... )

Last nite was GREAT...not really...went to cheer practice, and then came home...was SUPPOSE to sneak out with amber, but i ended up falling asleep b4 mom and dad did...and i guess the worst part she waited for me at the end of my drive...kinda feel bad...but o well...now at school...just finding out that i failed earth space science by 1%... ( Read more... )

Everyday is just like the other, although this morning, i was able to go see my baby...Fall break is over,and were finally back to school...how exciting...over the weekend, i got to go hang out with a bunch of friends i havent seen FOREVER, and luckily, got with one of them...for some reason he can make me smile, just by lookin at me...hopefully i ( Read more... )

A True Friend ( Read more... )

Just have to love the way people change from minute to minute..So far ive had a lovely day, although most people in this school seem to be bi-polar... i hate the teachers...and the principle is even worse...makin it threw the weekend without having someone mad at you, cause they left a GAY ASS party is IMPOSSIBLE...why cant people grow up...get a ( Read more... )

Just the next period, and already noticing things that ive mentioned...walking down the hall, people staring at others...looking at there outfits, makeup, hair, shoes....just everything...i guess i just dont understand todays world...everyone wants to be just like everyone else...i started a new thing last week, of wearing black, and layering my ( Read more... )

Woke up, and found that today was going to be a new day...no matter what, im gonna try my hardest to make it the best it can be. Im so tired of going to school wondering what people will think of me...i could care less...knowing that people judge me because of my family, and the fact that i am a cheerleader is upsetting, but also funny...i think ( Read more... )