disappointing bubbles. bubbles. bubbles ( Read more... )

everything just seems like a dream

so surreal

especially the past

i am still clueless in terms of where i am right now

life is moving at a very slow pace

after the roller coaster ride i've been on for a month and a half

too...slow...it hurts to blink.

packing...

-bubble wrap

-lotsa tape

-boxes

-deciding what to keep/throw away

...so tired.

i thought i wanted to go to japan,

but deep inside, i didn't, really.

i made the decision and am headed to korea next month.

excited and relieved.

restarting my life again.

and again and again and again.

now all i have to do is... be happy.

three job offers ( Read more... )

there are so many things i need to prepare

before i leave this comfortable nest i've created 6 years ago...

my heart aches,

but it's inevitable,

i have to leave or else i'll slowly die.

sentimental disclosure

lavish emotional drainage

i desperately need everything to return back to the way it used to be - before i met you.

mother's on her way - she's above thousands of feet somewhere in between alaska and asia right now ( Read more... )

down

down down

down down down

wwhat is going on!?!!!

i contemplate ,

make a decision,

then something comes up,

changes EVERYTHING,

which drives me crazy,

cuz this endless cycle of contemplating & decision making process

is sooooooooooo

annoying!!>!!>!>!!>!!