cathy, girl, happy birthday. may all ur birthday wishes and much more com true.

love you, girl.

whooooo...it's been a long long time........

hope everyone is doin well.  it seems like i have absolutely no life these days.  i'm told that it's by choice i get so busy, and that i could do something about it.    but u know what, it's either be busy and without sleep now while alanna is lil and enjoy her school years, or vice versa.

anyhow ( Read more... )

my heart is breaking and crying right now. i have just witnessed 54 years of together shattered by death and seen how it breaks a grown man to tears. i'm sittin here on the comp, listenin to music (2 yrs to eternity) and i hear sirens close. i look out my window and see police car and fire truck stop in front of my neighbors' house. he's an ( Read more... )

Man, had it been a while. what's new with me.... alanna is using her potty, eating more table food (and yes she loves rice). i'm sick at the moment. dont know what the hell is wrong with me cause i'm not goin to the doctor. i hate doctors. bought some meds and cough drops. ate some chicken soup. i'll be ok ( Read more... )

so....life is kickin my ass and i dont like it!!! that's the story of Alishia at the moment. everything has just hit me at once. literally, i have people just outta the blue say "damn, girl, you look tired". getting really irritating. but it's true. when you're tired and mentally spent, it shows. and the bad thing, i get told about the ( Read more... )

Once again, it's been a long minute since i've updated. life is so/so. i don't know how to describe feelings i have right now. just lots of things that have been building for months. it's a little overwhelming with stress from work and alanna not feeling good, but i have to keep going. what else can i do? i apologize now for this being so ( Read more... )

not much goin on with me.  i need to catch up a little on my homework.  got a month left in my classes.  i know i can finish out on a good note.  so far, i've done a lot better than i expected.  it's just hard for me to manage my time.  i prefer to do most homwork on my lunch hour,  i fell behind one day last week and it threw me all off.   oh well ( Read more... )

so.....  i hope life has been treating everyone well.   i'm doing ok.  just taking things one day at a time.  i'm getting tired of working through the weekends.  i need people!!!!  need to be out and about.  i didnt think i would have to worry about anything, but now that i'm going back to my regular work schedule, derek's schedule is changing, too ( Read more... )

whooooo........ i must say that work sucks.  but that's old news.  new stuff.....  alanna has 3 or 4 more teeth.   not sure how many. i'm sure not stickin my finger in there.   she bites!!!   practicing with ths samoan group to dance with them and for them at their luau they're having on the 20th.  that should be fun.  wasnt gonna go, but jean( one ( Read more... )

it's 3.41am  and i'm awake.  this isnt unusual for me, but after the day I had and  not sleeping all day after work til almost 10pm, I thought i'd sleep longer.  i'm still tired as hell.   why am i awake?  errrrr..... so frustrating.  anyhow,  this is gonna be a very random post.  just whatever comes to mind as i type and wait for my water to boil ( Read more... )