tonight will be awesome and tomorrow will be even better, yahh. no class is the best. boones woo hoo. when i grow up i want to be like my playwrights teacher she is intelligent sophisticated and a really good teacher makes a three hour lecture pretty interesting. i talked for the first time today because i am usually to scared to partake in the ( Read more... )

so i am done class for the day, feels good and i am gonna do painting homework now and then i dont know what. hang out with friends maybe. i dont really want to do my drawing homework so i keep putting it off ( Read more... )

i am kinda bored even though i have plenty to do. sooooo much home work. i am dreading drawing, making a collage? i am lazy and dont feel like cutting out a bunch of shapes ( Read more... )

my stomach its hurting soo bad, and so is my heart. im just gonna stay home tonight and catch up on the reading i have to do . and maybe some drawing.

so now the weekend is over and the pain is setting in. i knew it was coming. im getting my period and super emotional and my tooth hurts soo bad. i cant even concentrate enough to get my work done. i feel horrible all of the sudden every thing sucks. love is the devil it makes every one hurt so bad. i dont want any one but andy and hes the only ( Read more... )

hmmm im tired and i cant sleep, i need some one to cuddle with. is it bad if you have a dream about other boys and you have a boy friend, i feel bad and kinda like i cheated or something ( Read more... )

its tuesday and tomorrow is wednesday, hump day and then the week will fly. that is one nice thing about being back at school, is time flies cuz your so busy. well i really want time to fly cuz it was just so stagnant for a while, but i dunno im running out of time to think about majors and what i want to do. life goes way to fast, i need a rewind ( Read more... )

i need a balance, i cant just be a lil decided one way or the other, i always feel really strongly in one way about something, but the slightest thing can change it completely the other way. hmm annoying ( Read more... )

so im back in levittown, it feels good i really just needed to come home for a lil bit. i feel like im going crazy, and stressing when i dont have any reason to, and crying for no reason. this would be ok if i were gonna get my period but im not, and im really confused. i need to stop getting my hopes up and stop planning stuff in my head cuz i ( Read more... )

today was the first day of class, painting. it was ok didnt do much but watch slides. the teacher seems cool and really open to different things. im scared though. he says he doesnt care about talent only effort, but i care about talent. if i suck then there is nothing i can do to get better. i wanna be the best, but who am i kidding. i also joined ( Read more... )