every one is moving in today, and i am done, it is soo nice to just sit around while every one it unpacking ( Read more... )

i got my offcial uarts ID today. and an over night pass for andy. he coming tomorrow night, not til like 12 midnight though. im kinda of apprehensive about him coming though, i feel very different about him now and i dunno how i should act towards him. i know he is completely oblivious to how i am feeling and will just act the same as he always ( Read more... )

i have never been so jealous ... i want to be loved and held and told sweet things and some one to be close to , physically and mentally. and i want to not have to worry about money how i'm gonna pay for every thing.

so its sunday and my room looks like a disaster came through, but its all good i will come back this week and clean it up, maybe. almost every thing is packed though...sorta/ kinda not really. i thought i was ready to go back to school, but i dunno now i am getting nervous about my classes. i am scared to have class with all the really good artists ( Read more... )

i went to the city today and got my key and rearranged the furniture. stole some other peoples dressers in exchange for our smaller ones, sucks for them. but have alot of clothes so its only fair ( Read more... )

im bored. its friday and im home doing nothing. i really feel like a loser.i have so much stuff today, but im stupid and not doing it ( Read more... )

so he called, im a bitch and have really bad pms. its deadly i swear. i miss him so bad it hurts, and i am kidding my self by saying we are broken up. we act exactly the same, but what ever ( Read more... )

ok so maybe i am a lil bit of a shopaholic, but its ok. i see stuff and i seriously have to bye things. its like i get a high off of just the act of spending money. it makes me feel better, its stress relieving. in the last few days i bought alot of stuff ( Read more... )

so im on vaca, but had to bring my lab top so i could email people from uarts to get help with my schedule. its been really rainy the whole time i have been here and the week cant get slower. this is supposed to be vacation but i really cant enjoy it. im home sick already and i have soo much stuff at home that needs to get done ( Read more... )

so today i did alot of packing and getting things done. you would think after always procrastinating and then getting super stressed about stuff when its not done and got crazy, i would just get things done on time. but no, i think i'd rather just wait til the minute ( Read more... )